"don't worry, be happy"

as a genetically superior dude...  i'm well aware when to worry or not to worry...  it's my heightened senses and mind you know. being genetically put together does that to a person.

in this case all the stomach churning and hate revisiting might be good summer lull talk...  after all i do enjoy a good hate revisit but... it's somewhat pointless until something actual, something real, something in the hand is happening

i learned my lesson when i assumed many things battling the evil kiiiiiiirk after i got thawed out of the freezer...  i will not make that mistake again.  if i had just lit one up, relaxed with a little green orion girl dance porn and chilled a bit instead of going off the handle...  i'd have had a much better life

so my advice is to file this away...  only start thinking about it if it actually happens...

i can come up with arguments for both sides of the issue...  i'm very good at that...  but until something is on the table i'm not wasting my brain power... i need to conserve it and use all my energy to get back at my old friend kiiiiirk!!!

and btw... if you think it's been an unbearable summer...  try living on ceti alpha 5 after ceti alpha 6 explodes...